Thursday, January 25, 2007

No News Is....

No news is... never good when we are talking about IF.

So, sorry I didn't post my results last night like I said I would. I decided to take up an offer from friends to have a girls' pizza party and IF bitch session. It was VERY helpful to talk to two ladies that know what IF is like - their son B, the product of an IUI is now my team mascot! He's my guiding light. Thank you S & S for being there for me - it means the world!!!

As you can guess - the beta test showed a BFN. You KNOW what the next question from the RE's office is, right, "So, are you ready to start your next cycle today?".

GRRRRRRRrrrrrrrr.... I had forgotten that I needed to start again NOW to avoid loosing a month!

I want time to grieve... I want time to rest... I want to be done with this whole mess... And yet, I want a baby too.

The need for baby won out.

I went back to the RE's office today for a baseline US and we are going to start Follistim tonight - 300 units.

Here we go again!!!!

Please stay seated and keep your hands inside the car at all times. Hold on to all loose articles such as hats, glasses and your mind....


Debbie said...

Thank you for the support, I appreciate it very much.

I'm sorry that it didn't happen for you this month either. I feel the same way you do. Last night I just felt like maybe we should take a break from all the stress and all the meds. But the want of a baby has won over me as well and I refilled my persriptions this morning and will pick them up tomorrow.

We just have to push on, and keep going. You can do this, we can do this.

Stay strong,

Heather said...

Thanks for your kind words! I'm so sorry this cycle wasn't the one for you. I hope this next one is!!

Artblog said...

Sorry for the BFN. Wishing you more luck for next month. found you at Cyclesista :)


Keeping The Faith said...

Sorry to read about your BFN. I know how crushing it is even when you try to prepare yourself for the worse. Hang in there.

Baby Blues said...

I'm also thinking of doing consecutive IUIs until I get it right. The emotional rollercoaster ride could be very tiring but I agree, the need for baby is enough to keep us going. I'm still here cheering for you! Hang on tight!

My Reality said...

I am sorry about the BFN. Moving forward is good, I hope that this is the cycle for you.

Stephanie said...

Thought I would drop by and say sorry to hear about the neg. I hope the next try is the one.

Doggy Mama said...

Hi... just coming through via Babes In Blogland... sending you my support and best wishes!

deanna said...

I'm really sorry this cycle didn't work out. It's SUCKS to have to keep moving forward, when all you want to do is stop all this mess and get your life back.

Hoping, hoping that this next cycle is the big one. :)